| I truly love you xanga.....
.....but I think this is goodbye.
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| My hair is really fluffy right now.
I'm worried for my safety.
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| Hey! Drama Kids.....you should go here.
http://www.xanga.com/WFHSTheatreISaNicePlace
Okay.....LOVE!
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| Fargo Star last night was less than amazing.
There were only like two actually good people.....
Then Jessie, Jenna, and I went clubbin'. It was hot.....really hot.
But it did get me a little syked for prom.
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| My heart finally broke over graduation at the banquet tonight.
....not really because of drama, but the people that I grew so close to in it.
Madeline - I can't imagine living without her and as of August she will be off to DC for a long time. I just randomly started bawling over that tonight. I can't fathom what it will be like without the safety of Madeline and the drama mats. They've provided me so much comfort over the years. That is where I have been my happiest. Without that as an option, I don't see myself being able to cope with some of the emotional walls I have climbed in the last four years.
Amy - She has made me smile every time I have ever talked to her. Even when I was crying insanely tonight, she knew what to say to make me nearly choke with laughter. I don't care about the dang PPC or PCP or whatever crap that was. Amy has always been my optimist, through and through. No one will ever compare to her innocence and big heart. She is someone that I can't picture myself without. I know it isn't over here, but the idea of being away from her during the school day doesn't seem to fit with me.
And...
Jessie - I know we have next year and the married years to come (wink), but she's the big piece to my friend puzzle. I can't remember that last time I didn't spend a weekend with her or not talk to her for a day in some way. She'll really have to be my rock next year, because as we all branch out on our own paths, I will need her more than ever.
To all the other drama kids - I know I was detached and I know I didn't reach out enough to you, but each one of you made me a little better, some of you a lot. These four years have been incredible and despite the hard feelings and bitterness, the people that faced them with me will forever be in my heart.
For those of you that have never been in a play, you wouldn't be able to understand the bond between a cast. Working at something so intensely together forces you to lean on one another. You have to be able to rely on each and every member of a cast. You need to be able to laugh at them (and yourself). You need to be able to yell at them. You need to be able to fight with them, but most of all you need to work with them to create something that is simply a masterpiece. There is no feeling like that first moment you walk out onto a stage with a full audience watching your every move. It is an undefinable rush that knocks me off my feet every time.
So its over and on to bigger and better things for us....
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